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arrg!!

2005-10-15T20:13:00.000-07:00

today did nothing but study POA..and you noe wht..i realise an assessment book of mine got lots of trading profit and loss exercises..wah ..if i practice earlier then would be able to clear my uncertainty..then exam won't be a prob liao..then my journals..i think i forget to write the closing date..only write the a/c...sure kana minus lots of marks sia..aiyo!!!gonna buck up on paper 1...eyes gonna open bigger to c my careless mistakes..y must i always realise my mistakes when exam over..and not when during exams..haiz..bye for now..gonna start cracking my head again..

it's slacking time...

2005-10-14T19:16:00.000-07:00

well...it's been ages since i last blogged..time flies and without me noticing..holidays cuming..follow by a brand new yr..ytd wanted to blog..but didn't have time coz spent the whole day searching for a blogskin..up till now i still haven find the pefect skin..exams over...becum a study freak since the starting of september..and now i'm jus gonna relaxed..well if u question me "how was all the papers?''i would answer simply 90% would fail in english...for the other papers it was okie..except tht i make too much careless mistakes...oh no!dread for my results to arrive..but i guess i have give my best..excluding english..coz my brain was cropped up on tht day..no good time management..this and tht..last paper on monday tht's POA paper1..don't noe to study sia..i'm juz so in the mood to slack,eat ,sleep..jus hope tht i can get an average score of 70+%..but if i fail my english then i wouldn't be able to achieve tht..actually i lyk having exams..besides the the getting of results ..coz i usually be disappointed..but noe wht?i lyk the early dismissal everyday and exams displine us..hmm.. shall i embark on smthing new this holiday?..perhaps getting a job?to earn money ..if not my holiday will be bored..i can't possibly be infront of the com screen the whole day..it'll jus be like wasting valuable time..tomolo is a long day..i'm gonna spent my morning salcking..afternoon study POA..gonna have good time management..shall go to library to borrow some books..after POA paper..haven't been reading stories for quite awhile..it have been tedious reading of notes and textbooks..

1 week break drawing to an end..sobs sobs

2005-09-08T22:47:00.000-07:00

a few days i just blogged.And ish lyk the 1st day of the 1 week holiday and now i'm left with 3 days nia.oh wells..how did i spent my week..did nthing but studying and studying..but todae quite slack..lost the mood for study ..nvm will go bck to normal tomolo.oh yea i was veri angry with my irritating small bro..was provoked by him and then i took the skipping rope and hit him on his leg..but was remorseful aft tht.Mum bought mooncake and there my greedy bro ate one-and-a-half of it.Fancy fussing over tis ..but too bad tht's my fav food.And he's not gonna have all of it..i tink i shall stop here le...use too much com todae.

1 week break is here!

2005-09-03T17:23:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie..i'm here to add another entry..oh well..1st i wanna start wif how i spent my week..i practically did nthing much ..did some reading and studying..then wednesday and thursday is holiday..coz it's teacher's day..wanted to give chocolates tht is to be shared among me,sy and jas..but tht sy cannot wake up on wednesday..then nv cum to skool ...then on friday she actually forgot to bring..think by the time skool starts it would be a belated teacher's day gift le..aniwae got bck my CA2 marks..quite satisfied liao..but onli my maths mus jia you..then after skool went to mac to eat..i'm didn't intend to go there...it's for the sake tht it is the last day of skool..which means it will be a week b4 i see my friends again..so ya just went there lor..then some stoopid ,ridiculous stuff happpen...tht drives me so irritated..got over it after a while though.Then i did smth tht upset ws..not on purpose de ..just happen tht at tht time i haven got over the matter so make an impulse action..but later she siao qi liao...
lw thinks we r facing friendship problems ..is tht really so?..did we create problems for ourselves?it's not wrong being crazy over a certain "thing"..but i think if u don't go to the extent then ppl would not be so fan over ur actions...or whatever...
oh yea.i didn't manage to fulfill a promise.I hope tht by nxt term i will be able to fulfill tht promise i made.Am i able too..?i don't noe..but if i can't speak my mind as and when i wan...then i must lyk shut my mouth even if i detest someone...arr..onli store in the mind..cannot speak out...xin ku lei..but nvm i'll try..
having leg cramps now..arrx.haven find the reason to smthing yet.mus wait till skool open..sianz...

2005-08-30T16:56:00.000-07:00

here to blog again..it's been long since i blogged.for teh past weeks..alot of events happened.oh yea,i took away my tagboard as there are many tagboard spammers nowdays.And wht's irritating is they don't reveal their true identity.R they coward..?or have simply nthing to do.Tagboards r meant for positive comments..for those tagboard spammers..pls bear tht in mind.if u hold any grudges to the person..pls go straight to tht person.
been having several tests for the past week.Finally it's resting time now.But gonna start preparation for EOY.oh ya..i fail my math e-test so shi bai..hope i can past this time de test..on circles..but don't noe if i use the wrong properties.guess..i'm simply weak at math.But surprisingly i scored quite well for my geo,ss.
didn't get to go for zone camp..well guess i have spnet time well though.i spent tht 3 days studying for tis week test.so after all i had no regrets.
Hope i'll be able to pass--math,geo,POA,wordpower.stop here for now.

2005-08-10T05:25:00.000-07:00

arrg...wasted $6 for stupid ringtones...nv read instrucion properly ...gonna get scolding frm my father le...stupid me!

happy40th bdae singapore...

2005-08-09T18:26:00.000-07:00

yoz...here to blog..todae is singapore bdae...how time flies..it was as if 39th bdae was jus weeks/days ago...aniwae there was a 6-8min firework display at 12am...quite different frm last yr...hope singapore will continue to remain as one...most important of all...peace stability...and lastly greater economic development...cheers!!

2005-08-06T10:34:00.000-07:00

here to blog again...long time didn't blog ler...my dad still in China will be bck on tuesday..haha..miss him..anyway had a long day todae...first it was NDP parade...short parade though...just some uniformed groups marching around then address by principle then sang songs...it was suppose to be Home Sweet Home after tht but i haf to stay bck for prize presentation...great service but took quite a long time..i dozed off...but well seeing ppl getting prizes be it in academic performances or CCA acheivement spurred me on...
went wif jas and zi en to the national library at victoria street....on the bus we smelt slated fish ...it stinks ..and tht gurl don't noe wht's got to her brain...laughed so loud...was pissed off not only by her horibble laughter and her questioning of *h**n...lw if u read tis entry nxt time don't shout her name le...don't u think she's deliberately egging us to shout her name?back to the library...it's 14 storey high and ya...large collections of intersting books...but tht jas jus couldn't find one book tht suits her ...oh gosh...and tht zi en busy abt using the com at the library to log on friendster and *h**n's blog...wht's so great abt him?...just only a ordinary human being ma...went bugis to look around then went home...met up wif sue lee..wanting to do the pen thingy...thinking it was an easy job..till i get my hands on it...and lost patience..now then i realise i'm super impatient..i want everything to be instant...but unfortunately all achievements are gained through hardwork...so i'm jusz gonna learnt how to be patience and control my temper...but i' m so glad i don't use vulgarities to quech my anger...tht's all for todae...long break ahead..yuppie...can rest my poor mind...

look at thigs 'above the sun'..

2005-07-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

heys...been ages since i blog...aniwae tis week have been quite smooth for me...finally presented the stupid project tht cost so much of my time...think was quite okie...aniwae another scary things is going to happen...show & tell...don't noe wht the hack to show oso...wednesday...emergency evacuation talk...were at first in classroom.. realising class population was halved...we knew there's smth was amiss..then came a teacher who told us we were suppose to go to the hall...friday tortured by miss Tiru ...continual sets of push-up,sit-up and jumping jack...then the rubberband slip of my hair...was busy tieing bck when Miss Tiru announce tht i've been tying since the first set...so ma lu...the ground was lyk super hard.todae spent almost half of the day in church...friendship wif someone keep drifting apart..i don't dare to approach tht person..coz its kinda weird...hope we will be as b4..

Learnt to look life at God's perspective and not my own perspective..look at life'above the sun'

dear diary...

2005-06-17T22:42:00.000-07:00

today accompany sis to watch moive...but i didn't watch....coz don't wanna waste $$...but hang arund tampinees with my bro...he left after awhile though...coz guys don't shop..haha...splurge quite alot todae...tht's y i don't lyk to go u c...i regretted buying my hp cover...it was when i bought fro the 1st store...then went to 2nd store...there's tis hp cover tht was soooo nice...regretted sia..nxt time cannot buy things on impulse..must consider real hard...thanks to my sis who was there coz i would haf spent another $7...i don't really wan to play in tomorrow....i feel tht i would be the black sheep...so sorry guys..but strive for the best coz u've got potential whilist me...aniwae just wanna wish u all tht is in the team all the best...though it's just simpy a friendly match...yupz...i'm sure u all culd do without me...arund 7pm...meet shaf and yw for dinner...then go bugis play arcade games...haha...but i was the 1st to lose...but enjoyed myself though...then lata haf to go hm..coz i'm lyk tired out so pan sei they all...sorry gals..maybe hang out wif u all another day ba...

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2005-06-16T21:54:00.000-07:00

here to blog...finally got the time to go jogging todae...think i'm damn slack la...actually wanna seize holiday to lose weight and excersise more...after all i think i slack &day dream more...went cell outing ytd...damn sianz...bbq start ard 6pm...then everyone was lyk eating and playing on their own...wht kinda of outing is this?....thought it's suppose to be some kinda of .......whtever...aniwae i regretted goin...yupz...tht's all i can sae...tis june holiday wht i have done?....nthing but slacking and more slacking...i wasted my holiday away...everytime i wanna do smthing useful but too tired/lazy...w.t.h?...i'm so looking forward to 22jun,3 jul...yupz..tht's all...

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2005-06-14T21:18:00.000-07:00

todae actually want to go kallang...for soem activities la...for those hu noe...then wanted to help geral out oso for tomolo celll outing...but don't noe if i wan to go anot...go there be a dumb ass?...no way!!....anibody can tell me where got sell test-tubes...those kinda can put stars inside then beri nice de...school opening soon...days of enjoyment so fast pass...bck to hard work...arrg..can't slack liao...sian...

~sianzz...

2005-06-10T20:57:00.000-07:00

here to blog..today spent the whole day reading and watching VCD...it's been long since i touch my text book..wonder if all the info have been washed off my mind...living everyday in sorrows..my relationship wif God is drifting further...how i can get closer to Him again..sad..i don't noe how to spend everyday lei..getting sian...but it's betta staying at hm..can vent my sorrows&can be myslef..yeah..

camp sunshine 2005 rockz...

2005-06-08T06:53:00.000-07:00

here to blog...has been 3 days since i'm bck frm camp..miss lots of ppl..yeah...regretted not cherishing the moments i have in camp...btw i have just completed my standard first aid course and i passed...wheew...wht a relieve...nv thooght i was a ble to pass..coz i have STM...but the coach was great..esp his teaching skills..not lyk skool teacher..with their boring lessons...okie i have survive 24hr training and i'm gonna start embarking on new stuffs..don't noe if sat have leadership training...oh man..pls give me a rest...have been bloody tired these few days...haven been resting enough...
now i shall tlk abt camp...it was the greatest camp i have ever been..though it was not spending time wif my friends..but i felt it was a memorable and worthwhile camp afterall...but i couldn't make myself to communicate with alot of ppl...coz i have ''dao''characteristic &os some kinda of ''difficulties''..but i guess hu wuld care?...but guess wht i manage to make a great fren..she's cool,friendly,helpful&enthusiatic..1st time c her thought she was like me...dao..but it turn out to be the reverse..i think i got little influence frm her afterall..was able to speak up more..oh yea...to all my camp mates..if i've haven been a great fren/mate i'm really sorry..coz i'll onli can be myself when i'm at home or with a particular grp of friend..coz they're the one who understands me the most perhaps...luckily i have found such friends...i would always treasure u all..
Day0--report to campsite at 3pm..started packing goodie bags for the kids..and we get to take the leftovers...haha...time flies &it was dinner time...all youths have alr reported by then...after dinner went to reharse dance item tht was to be performed at the opening ceremony the nxt day..while the rest reharse i was lyk the onli 1 slacking..frankly didn't have the mood...coz was pondering over something..so i jus sit aside&watch em lor...
Day1---we had to be awake by 6.30am..coz bus will arrive at 7.30am...to bring us to sentosa for opening ceremony..a few of us who were programmers went there to help out...after all things was done...we waited for the kids...it was a long while...&i culd spent time slacking..yeah..tht's my favourite..finally they arrived and it was the opening ceremony..gurmit was the host..&quitea no of sec skool band played...they r so cool la...while the kids have their lunch we went to station ourslef at various stops...for station games..at the same time had lunch..it was a long wait too...meantime we were splashing each other wif water till we were drenched to toes..but we have fun under the sun...and get to noe those volunteers...all of em were great..esp a particular 1..
Day 2--Sunshine idol,camp fire...kids fun fair...4 kids funfair we have to create games for em to play...it was great seeing the kids enjoying our games..sense of satisifcation...sunshine idol was ''cute''...kids display thier performance which they have planned within a short time..wow..we youth cheered and spured em on...camp fire sang songs..had a wonderful time
Day3--last day of the camp..most memorable moments of all...part 2 of sunshine idol..kids did splendid performance..some so touching..oh yea..many cried including mie...can't resist..everyone was unwilling to part..tears sprang to everyone eyes..and we sort of congrates each other 4 making tis camp such a memorable 1..
i hope to be a voluteer again..perhaps..provided they don't kick me out coz of my slacking and hack care attitude..hahas...it was really a great experience 4 me...
wanna tell ppl out there..be grateful and 4 wht u haf..do not be over-demanding...think abt all those unfortunate ppl...& u'll c how much fortunate u r...& don't ever look down on ppl...they r not wht u think they r...

oh gosh..did smth regretful again..

2005-06-02T13:48:00.000-07:00

here to blog again...last few days have been lazy to blog..even though i go online but don't have the mood to blog..oh ya..ytd went parkway with geral...sent my phone to repair...thought i can get back in a day time coz i need it..but then todae all the way take cab went there..it was still with the technicain....w.t.f?...was super angry lah...& my mum don't noe abt tis..if she noe i'm gonna be dead lar...she surely will scold me waste money...haiz...wanna cry liao...i cannot afford to do any foolish acts again..for anyone who is curious to noe wht thing i did was regretful tis is it...i hope my mum don't find out...realise i can't afford to make tis kinda of foolish decision..coz it'll stick with me 4 a long time..i think tis is the 6thmost regreful things i'll ever did in life...i'll be away for 4 days...blog again on monday ba...miss ya...

my results suxs...

2005-05-24T21:47:00.000-07:00

here to blog..oh no got serious cough...aniwae got bck my results todae...disappointed..haiz..can't expect to fail in the subjects i'm quite okey with...and can't expect to pass the subjects which i think i will fail badly...everything's the reverse..seeing ppl get so high marks...make me damn ...haiz...don't wanna brood further...sian tomolo got NE journey...i think its just wasting our time...no one would want to listen to the tour guide...aniwae just have to bear with it...

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2005-05-22T20:41:00.000-07:00

today had a rather interesting day..went church in the morning...serment was bored..almost fall asleep ...but didn't lah...then went PS with .. and .....they went mos to eat coz zi en veri hungry after tht went thai express to try the foood....then got one waiter damn funny la..always look out of the window..don't noe wht he see oso ...gold??his gf??..haha...then i cracked some jokes ..they both laugh like seow lyk tht...aniwae the waiter was deem funny...think he knows we tlking abt him..anywae whateva lah arr...then we went shopping...after tht went cartel to eat again..think go out with them will make me fat sia..but i can resist...then .....eat chciken wing till it flew off the table...ppl beside us were smirking away lar ....that ... lyk no table manners...tear the recipe then strewn all over the table..wht the hack..if u r not embarrased pls think abt others...afraid of going out wif u liao..anyone saw a butch at tht place...damn cool...hahas..guess i'm crazy...
oh yea...veri sad..friendship with .......got worser..now see....don't have the feeling to tlk to her...we were so close at the begining wonder wht happen?...i guess i'm nuts larr...don't noe wht happen oso...just hope time will heal everything...and we'll be as usual...

~lost~

2005-05-21T21:19:00.000-07:00

hey there...today spent whole day infront of com plus watching vcd...my mind is confused now..don't noe wht to do...to change ......or not to change....shall wait for 1st June then decide...coz tht will be one of my happiest day of my life...ppl u don't need to ask wht is it..coz i don't wish to tell hahaz...aniwae i guess i'm totally nuts...i'm thinking wht i'm not suppose to think,dreaming wht i not suppose to dream.....it has been on my mind for soooo long..oh no!!!....must i really do smth abt it..i don't noe..just hope tht everything will be fine..oh ya..tht ....totally horrible..no words can describe her sia...anyhow accused me..sae wht i c ontrolled ppl and stuffs..ask her go eat shit lah...pls lor..i can't controlled ppl mind &actions..can u pls use ur f*u*king brain to think..wht r brains 4??..will ppl wait for u until they late for exams...??an idiot will lor...wht waste ur taxi fare??...my prob arr??...is u no accompany rght??...pathetic ...i think u r simply just out of ur mind la...u ownself ask me not to care abt u de arr...nxt time kana problem get ur ass off my sight okie...okie,okie...enough of the complaining just wanna vent my anger..if things get out of hands..don't blame me for doing nasty things..

exams over..horray..time to chill out

2005-05-18T16:25:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie..long time no blog..well here to update u again..exams over today..but not 4 all some still have A math tomolo..haha...oh yea..many great things happen to be this week..thought i cannot squeeze all the stuffs into my brain..but fortunately wif God's help i was able to...but then arr...i think i made lots of careless mistakes here and there upon realising..i think my grades gonna drop like shit lah..then arr actually thought i was tht kinda hu cannot cope with chinese comp...but fortunately i brush through it lah..was quite easy..the topic..then math paper 2 sure lots of careless mistake de...then lots don't noe how to do..complete all of it at the spur of the moment..u c will pass anot lah...but paper 1 was quite easy../60..hope i can get at least 40..then paper 2 just pass can le...and btw don't noe wht the heck happen to my mp3...accidentally drop on the floor then sometime can on sometime cannot..seow alr..needa save money to buy 1..tomolo no skool yea!!..but then arr friday got chinese oral..lata ask me about some issues i not sure die liao...coz i don't really speak fluent chinese only noe those simple ones...sianz..anxiously waiting for my exam results..wonder how i did??...i gonna spent tis whole holiday fruitfully..leaving not a single regret..

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2005-04-23T05:10:00.000-07:00

gonna go offline soon..so came to blog..got pw still haven even started ...arrg!...todae woke up...got body ache ..every part oso pain lor...then throat pain oso...tomolo will be busy the whole..out for the whole day...wanted to write testimonial for my pals but haven yet find the time to do so...think perhaps when i'm free ba..yeah!PFT is finally over..can rest and play bb now..haven yet play bb since skool open...was too busy training for my PFT..so now i gonna start playing..

~tired~drainedof energy

2005-04-21T18:49:00.000-07:00

long time nv blog le..coz too lazy and no time..mid year exams coming..today and tomolo will be PFT..tired ..leg cramp lyk shit..not satisifed with my timing..almost outwin someone but failed to..sadees..aniwae gonna go le..lata got my fav. show..hai tun wan lian re..rockz man

*school holiday ending in 2hrs...arrg!

2005-03-20T22:00:00.000-08:00

here to blog again..dread dread..tomolo it's back to skool life again...mum scolding small bro for his lousy results..don't wanna kana oso...so i think when teacher sae need to collect then ask her sign ba..gonna buck up!!...but u noe wht??...i hate going to skool..attending lessons..arrg!...how i wish holidays would be longer...waiting impatienly for june..it's a month of holiday..yeah!..but first it's back to hard work...hope all thigs will go well in skool for me...yupz..no worries and friendship problems...

*dear diary...

2005-03-18T18:27:00.000-08:00

2 more days to skool open...arr!!!i haven't enjoy enough...sadist..how i wish the time would stop and i would have ample time to hangout,slack,sleep...i haven't haf enough of enjoyment...and guess wht's worse..i haven done my readers digest and chinese newspaper article...oh man!!..still have the 60++words of vocabulary to remember...i'm not gonna waste my time animore..must complete all my hw by today ..tomolo catching up on my revision...

~i will nv forget wht u sae..

2005-03-11T18:39:00.000-08:00

though we r frends again...i'll nv forget the hurting words u sae..u have hurt me so many times lor..now i finally seen ur true colours..a person wif no backbone..u noe u can be so bitchy??...putting words into my mouth..can u imagine if i put words in ur mouth..how would u react??..but too bad i'm definetly not u..how i wish i'm not stucked up wif ya..wherever i go there will be u!!...r we destined to be frens..???we can no longer be as b4 coz i decided to stay out of ur business...i don't wish to have a fren lyk u..i don't noe y oso//i just simply don't like u frm the day i noe u...but aft many quarrels u cause me to detest u even deeper...it's okie to apologise for 1/2 times when u hurt me..but now it's lyk totally useless liao lo..the word ~sorry~is just like a common word..1 moment u r sorry another moment u r bck to ur oringinal form..haiz..don't noe wht to sae abt u liao...can't be bothered!!

~last dae of skool

2005-03-11T18:32:00.000-08:00

here to blog...finally last day of skool le..been waiting for this holiday...after so many tests..my results is out..guess wht?..my english marks drop like shit!!...how can it be??...gonna buck up!!this 1 week does not seems like holiday..coz i'm packed wif hw sia..and need to study for tests for next term..lucky got interesting activity in church..or else i will be home the whole day facing all the textbooks..i fail geo sia..fail till so pathetic lei..jasmine smart kid sia...all past lei..somemore past till so gd..so pro!my leg is freaking pain now..ran 2.4km this morning...tired sia..then got s.s test..open book test..the teacherdamn bogus lor..always change decision..at 1st we request for postpone of test coz A math sudents did not get a chance to study coz they were studying for their A math test to be held today..then JJ postpone the date..then mrs yip told us tht she'll postpone the test..at the end lei..give us open-book test..still take 2 periods of english..the answer was all found in the notes lor..lyk testing us the skills of finding answer...~diao~then got so many points write till not only my leg cramp not cum hand cramp sia...tht's y i'm relaxing myself ..using the com..changing blogskins..coz i guess i won't have the time from tomolo onwards..

*beware of ppl tht will hurt you..

2005-02-27T18:39:00.000-08:00

day spoiled by a bitch...there is no words to describe her xcept..a bitch..no backbone..need to depend on ppl to speak oput for you..there like one small mute mice!!...u noe hu i'm referring to..miss singapore lier composer!!!...watch out!!she can add ''beautiful'' lies into ur mouth..and she is the ultimate copycat..regardless of her dressings or in skoolwork..u forced me to write this kinda of things...and not i shall declare pls get off my sight whenever u can..cause i don't wanna c a sight of you..coz i will noe tht troubles will befall me if u r near me..so fly away as far as u can...always thinking ppl tlk behind ur back then don't wanna speak up for urself need others to pity u and help u..i wanna tell u tht u r nthing but a gruesome creature in my eyes!!loathe this kinda of ppl sia...arrg!!

let's not brood over tht bitch..tomolo got geo test...stuck wif map-reading!!!...arrg!!and there is POA and ss test coming on..so stress up!!

~flustered

2005-02-25T08:45:00.000-08:00

just came bck frm sec 3 camp...was quite fun coz our class quite enthu...too little sleep and the food just sucks...haha..spent a memorable time wif my frens...toda was so angry wif zi en lor...simply a bitch lor...wanna copy my math,not so stupid to let her lor..and wht's more lie to me sae tht she complete liao...so bull shit lor..then still show me attitude...wht the hack lor??....in tis world still have tis type of ppl..beyond cure liao lo...not going to have anything to do wif u liao...nthing by a stupid ass to me...

*heartbroken gurl

2005-02-19T03:30:00.000-08:00

...wondering wht i'm so depressed abt???...i shan't tell ya...aniwae there's this deep feeling in me tht i wanna end life journey...for me my life aren't as happy as those...coz i'm ''different from others...can't enjoy life fully wif horrible ppl around me...anywae i shall try to strive on...perhaps i will regain joy one fine day ...
guess wht?...i actually get 73/100 for my chinese test..nthing to be happy abt ...just shocked tht i can achieve tht mark coz the cloze passage teacher gave was so hard..i don't even noe how to read the word...sec 3 camp 2 days away..so scared i will get heart attack of the heights and more...great challenges ahead!!hope the camp will go on smoothly...

~happy cny

2005-02-11T21:30:00.000-08:00

today the 3rd day of CNY...wishing all ppl out there happy CNY...testa watched dragon mirage at Sg expo..quite nice...many complicated moves were involved...wonder how the ppl did it???....aniwae today went skool..was so tired...get bck my sc test ..guess wht?..i just pass only...so lucky!!..just came bck from grandma house..wanna do my stuffs afta these...farewell

happy CNY

2005-02-10T17:23:00.000-08:00

long time no blog...today the 2nd day of CNY...sad sia...ppl ang bao money lyk got $300+....me only got $100+...damn pathetic...somemore ppl take days to visit their relatives..i take only 1 day....sad rght...?today went to grandma house to take my wallet coz left it there yesta then went to uncle house...was forced to watch dragon mirage tonite...arrg!!!....wanna slack but cannot...tomolo still got skool...feel lyk bonning...not in the mood to study..and somemore still got PE...wonder if i pass my science test or not...

2005-01-30T07:55:00.000-08:00

yoz..here to blog..my fair princess 3...so nice and touching..a prince tht is willing to sacrifice everything to live an ordinary life with little swallow..went to church in the morning till abt 5+ then back to revison at home..nxt week will be quite busy lots of tests coming up!!!arrg!!..math test jus past..wonder if i will pass...no idea y my mind will always stoned during math test and exam...so jealous of the pig lor..now no work can slack all she wanna we students have to study!!!.......

2005-01-28T17:24:00.000-08:00

many sad stuffs happen to me tis week..shall not mention it..haiz if anyone think u r miserable think again..there is many ppl who r more misrable than u r...and my problems is twice as much as urs...haiz..no idea wht the world is coming too lor..no friendship problems but always got the uneasyness feeling..y is life so miserable for me???...haiz anyway i'm not gonna bother for all tht u said abt me...just keep it to urself..and shut up!!u can tlk behind my back for all u want and wanna thank u for making me the central of attention..if one day i cannot tolerate u all i gonna just give u a slap on ur bloody fat face!!!!irritating ass hole...

*sad..

2005-01-23T20:15:00.000-08:00

hi..just change moi's blogskin...yesterday was busy the whole day went for cca in the morning..afternoon bb training...got terible leg cramp after tht...arrg!!friday have cramp on stomache sat have leg cramp..y am i having so much cramp...???..haiz..hope i'm not having it again..wht is the world coming too??...it seems tht when i care for ppl ,ppl just don't even care a damn...or even think i like em..wht the hack lor...nw damn sad lar...feeling of being neglected..having another problem..when then i can have no problem...damn sucky...

*arrg...!!!

2005-01-20T23:00:00.000-08:00

long time din blog coz don't have the time..my schedule is like packed..new year..new class..new challenges..my year started out well but in some cases not really well..my class some ppl just to horrible to describe..talking and scolding ppl so loudly as if like in market or somewhere else lyk tht...pls be considerate..ppl need to study..haiz..this week damn sad..i have realised one thing"the things u want most is the the most difficult things to acheive"..some times really have feeling of jealousy ,anger within me really want to vent it out...hope to get rid of those feelings asap..coz i don't wanna have tht feeling!!!chinese NY coming soon..1 thing i dislike abt new yr ..tht is to go house visiting..haha..but like the food.goodies and esp ang baos!!..sec 3 camp coming soon oso..wonder if our class can actually work together..will it be fun or just plainly bored??...

*dead tired

2005-01-15T17:58:00.000-08:00

here just to blog...school schedule making me real tired and bored..i wonder how life is for those 'a math'students...i think i'm lucky i'm not taking tht subject..i mean how can i study A math when i cannot cope with E math...i'm in damn shit tired everyday lor...after school not much time to do anything...and i got blamed for wht i did not do today..wht the heck lor??...doesn't me i commit wrong last time tht means i forever doing the wrong things lor...haiz...how i wish time could wait for ppl...then i can sleep and slack more...

*sian..

2005-01-07T19:48:00.000-08:00

today go skool damn tired..still got project work and emergency evacuation briefing..sian sia..haiz...after skool went mac wif lw they all..then ate and play prank on jas..haha..then we play game..they was forced to do stupid stuufs..haha..not onli me lah..was quite fun after all..problems driving me crazy..sometimes really feel lyk spluring out smthing..but dare not..coz the consequences will be chaos..haiz..think just keep it to myself...yupz..having lots of activity cuming up..think i won't be tht free to think abt all my problems le ...yeah!!

*puzzled???

2005-01-06T19:08:00.000-08:00

ello..here to blog..this skin is jus temporary..will change a new 1 if i'm free..veri sian in skool..gang tht i hang out wif...feel tht i no longer haf the sense of belonging there...coz whtever they tlk me lyk tottally blur...no idea wht they r tlking...haiz...then as days past lesser topics to tlk on..we were actually veri close last yr and the yr b4..don't noe wht happen sia...sad..then another group of friends is too talkative...and the stuffs they tlk is damn bo liao...don't noe how to sae them..haiz...perhaps shuld not comment on so much..but can't control yup...haiz...when then i can find a friends tht i can confide in??...is it so difficult...???anyway these have been bothering alot...no idea wht to do??...shuld i just be tht can't be bothered kinda..or shuld i do smth abt it???...haiz..wanted to tlk to them but don't have the guts to...think betta keep things to myself..lata offend ppl..aniwae wht i wrote on my blog is my personal thinking..i'm not offending u all ..

*first dae of skool

2005-01-03T19:35:00.000-08:00

ello...today 1st day of skool..bored to death sia..form and co form teacher oso don't noe tht person...haiz..but lucky not the same clasroom and form teacher not the same then can anyhow sit..yeah!!!yupz...another yr of tests and exams..sianz...yupz..hope everything will be alright throughout the yr...yupz..but now tht some r gone..don't noe who to be wif..coz ....... and the rest r lyk tlking their own stuffs then like veri extra down there...no longer feel a belonging in there...yupz..how???....

*my new blog

2005-01-02T08:38:00.000-08:00

hey..just created a new blog...yup..coz previous blog got problem ..yupz...

mylifeblog

arrg!!

it's slacking time...

1 week break drawing to an end..sobs sobs

1 week break is here!

happy40th bdae singapore...

look at thigs 'above the sun'..

dear diary...

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~sianzz...

camp sunshine 2005 rockz...

oh gosh..did smth regretful again..

my results suxs...

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~lost~

exams over..horray..time to chill out

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~tired~drainedof energy

*school holiday ending in 2hrs...arrg!

*dear diary...

~i will nv forget wht u sae..

~last dae of skool

*beware of ppl tht will hurt you..

~flustered

*heartbroken gurl

~happy cny

happy CNY

*sad..

*arrg...!!!

*dead tired

*sian..

*puzzled???

*first dae of skool

*my new blog

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